Let the dead past bury its dead.
It’s time i’m in a storm or maybe about to enter one.
Things been rough for a while now, rough — it’s a good analogous for bad times but not the best to explain all my snowballed emotions in a single word. I remember all those good days in the past few weeks before or even days.
I didn’t put my all in my writings for the past few days; if you are my kind curious follower you might as well guessed them. Recently i lost some things which i’d never wished to; but time it is indeed a strong thing by nature. It creates storms abruptly and also prepares us for a cool autumn breeze after a while.
I can’t really say things been going all rough, they are someway sideways. This kinda not-all-rough but sideways feeling only because of people around me; my dear close people who care and show me compassion.
Well yeah, i may have lost some immaterial things that were closest to my heart or you can say somethings which have got me affected mentally. But again as i added before, time is a powerful thing. It may have got me into some unreasonable weird situations; maybe into not some things which i never expected before.
Oh boy; i’d tell you this, the same thing has the power to turn tables. And with that all my strength to overcome the worse of my nightmares are here with me to stay; my people won’t let me down and i will make sure we hustle as a team.
I don’t care anymore if the storm has started or here to stay; im here to evolve and grow into those fiercest of storms. To a magnitude of stuff which i will have never achieved earlier.
And whatever is waiting for me ahead, i’m gonna go straight through it and come back defeating my defeat.
It’s time to press my personal reset button and start stuff from scratch with all my heart and mind into it this time.
If you are reading this now, i can promise you this. Hold on to your seat belt this is going to be one heck of a journey ahead, i’ll make sure to make both of our lives sublime as we progress.
Fuck, life is exciting.
I will make you proud grandpa.
